| Location | Heanor |
| Age | 17 years |
| Cause of Death | Not Listed? |
| Date of Birth | 11/05/1989 |
| Date of Death | 14/10/2006 |
| Visitors | 1,599 since 03/12/2008 |
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this is in memory of my daughter amber who passed away due to a brain infection called ENCEPHALLITIS ......
hello my beautiful daughter , i miss you so much babe i still cannot understand why you were taken from us, you bought so much joy to all of us you filled our lives with fun and laughter , you had such a special soul maybe you were just meant to be here a short time to bless us with your love.i would give anyting to hear your laugh and to hear you say " i love you mum " but i know i wont and i know i wont watch you get married or hold your babies because life is cruel. daddy rat , raven , zenon , bonnie + bj, ethan , macca , momma irene , grandad ricky, momma and grandad mee , uncle luke and aunty mel and leah tia and vinnie , kayleigh and grace all send their love to you and so do i , i will see you again sweetheart when its my time to go but until then goodnight and godbless my loulie my heart is breaking without you
You fought so hard to stay with us , your will power was stronger than they thought my brave girl, you struggled for 40 hours after they had taken you off the ventilator and they told us it wouldn't take long for you to slip away. But you proved them wrong didn't you , you slipped away when you were ready to go . i hope you know that we were there with you , you had been sedated for 2 weeks before you passed away but i hope that you heard us all talking to you and telling you how much you mean to us all.
it is the hardest thing in the world for a parent to do amber , i gave you life and i had to make a decision to take your life away by giving the hospital permisson to turn the ventilator off , but i just couldn't see you suffer anymore i just wanted you to have peace with no more pain.
just know that i love you and will allways love you and miss you until i take my last breath , love you mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
happy christmas hunny miss u lots still cant beleive ur not her sometimes kids are growing soo fast luv u lots n lots
bonnie,bj,mcclaine and lacey-mae xxx
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merry christmas !!!!!!!
merry christmas babe miss you more and more each passing day , sending loads of love hugs and sloppy kisses all the way up to heaven love you loads babe
love from
mum daddy rat raven zenon ethan momma irene
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hey hunny hope ur ok up there i love n miss you lots
still cant beleive ur not here sometimes wish u still were so u could see lacey-mae and mcclaine there both growing so fast. i no lacey never met u but she still knows who u r when i point at ur photo n ask her who it is she says amber lol xxx we all miss u soo much love you hunny xxxxxxxxxx
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hello amber ,
think of you everyday, but especially today.
Miss you all the time but we all know we'll see you again one day. The other day i remembered the time when you broke my bed and made me tell mum and dad that i'd done it but they fond out anyway it made me laugh but made me cry aswell.
Miss you loads and love you loads
love raven :) :D :P
my heart is allways breaking
my eyes allways sheding tears
my arms are allways aching
wish i could hold you near
our time was much too brief
we had so much love to share
i live in this endless grief
because my baby you are not there
i hope your dancing in the sunshine
and laughing in the clouds
i will treasure your memory allways
and i'm so glad you were mine ............
miss you allways amber love you eternally mum xxxxxxxxx
happy birthday
happy birthday angel , another year has passed again , we miss you every day .the years seem to all blur into one but the pain never fades or the aching in my heart , wish i could wipe out the last 5 years but i know i cant , i just hope that you are ok up in heaven my baby .
sending love hugs and kisses all the way up to heaven from mum , daddy rat , raven , zenon, ethan
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hello my beautiful angel , its 4 years today but it still feels like yesterday to me . we miss you so much my angel , raven got so upset a couple of weeks ago because the chain to the necklace that was yours that she has snapped bless her she was so distraught i gave her one of my chains . i wish i could back the last 4 years baby just so i could make it all better i would trade places with you so you could have a long and happy life but i know i cant i have just got to believe that i will see you again when it is my turn to go love and miss you allways mum , daddy rat, raven and zenon and ethan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hello pickle , just popping in to say hello , time is passing by so fast its nearly 4 years already but in my heart it only seems like yesterday love to you as allways mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hello sweetheart , our darling tank passed away today and i am sure he is up in heaven with you could you take care of him for us baby and keep him safe he has left such a void in our lifes the house seems so empty without him give him a big kiss and hug from us all and tell him we love him and that we are so sorry we couldnt make him better , i prayed so hard that he would , love you mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
well my darling daughter i dont know if you weaved your magic and made a special visit all the way from heaven but raven's school won tonight i am so proud of her she was fantastic i hope you were there baby she is so much like you , zenon misses you and so does raven blowing you loads of special kisses all the way up to heaven love you nan night my angel god bless xxxxxxxxxx mum

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